From the recording Forbidden Songs
Void in My Mind
Some emptiness cannot be filled. It can only be learned, inhabited and understood.
Void in My Mind explores the quiet space where memory fades, certainty dissolves and familiar thoughts slowly lose their shape. Driven by hypnotic bass lines, restrained guitars and gradually evolving textures, the song unfolds with patient repetition, creating an atmosphere where absence becomes as powerful as presence.
Rather than portraying the void as something to fear, the song treats it as a place of reflection - a landscape shaped by unanswered questions, unfinished conversations and emotions that refuse to disappear. The lyrics remain deliberately fragmented, allowing each listener to project their own experiences into the silence between the words.
As part of Forbidden Songs, Void in My Mind continues the album's exploration of psychological isolation, memory and emotional ambiguity. It is a meditation on the invisible spaces we carry within ourselves, where the loudest echoes are often those that were never spoken aloud.
Lyrics
The room is quiet
The room is wider
The room is waiting
For nothing
The chair is here
The table is here
The window is here
The thought is gone
I reach for a word
The word is absent
I reach again
The space remains empty
The kettle boils
The clock proceeds
The morning enters
Without permission
A sentence begins
Then falls apart
Before it reaches
The mouth
Void in my mind
Void in my mind
The room grows wider
All the time
Void in my mind
Void in my mind
The walls move farther
From the light
The books stay open
The pages move
A curtain lifts
Then settles again
The wires cross
Above the street
Carrying messages
I cannot keep
Void in my mind
A silent field
Void in my mind
Nothing revealed
Void in my mind
The signal weakens
Void in my mind
The distance grows
The day continues
Without instruction
The road continues
Without direction
Something is missing
I cannot name it
Something is missing
I cannot find it
Void in my mind
The room grows wider
Void in my mind
The room grows still
Void in my mind
A space opens
And does not fill
The room is quiet
The room is wider
The room is waiting
For nothing
Void in my mind
Void in my mind