From the recordings Undesirable ( maxi single) and Undesirable
Undesirable continues the darker and more confrontational direction of post-punk’er’s recent material, transforming alienation into something physical, rhythmic and strangely triumphant. Released as a standalone maxi single, the track abandons nostalgic romanticism in favor of fractured identity, social decay and personal defiance, delivered through obsessive basslines, tribal live drums and raw theatrical vocals that feel suspended somewhere between ritual and collapse.
Musically, the single draws heavily from the colder and more aggressive side of early 80s gothic post-punk and darkwave, combining hypnotic floor-tom driven rhythms, angular low-gain guitars and atonal textures with a deliberately unpolished analog production aesthetic.
Lyrics
Cold walls breathe, the clock won't sleep
Every mirror shows a ghost of me
Neon saints and hollow prayers
Nobody sees me - nobody stares
I wear my damage like a coat
Ink and cigarettes and old torn notes
They crossed my name off every list
A shadow where a person used to exist
Teeth of the city chew me slow
Smile at the rubble, watch it glow
I move through rooms like smoke moves out
Unwanted, unnamed, but I don't doubt
Undesirable - that's what they say
A weed in the garden, I'll grow anyway
Undesirable - carved in the stone
I am the beauty inside the bone
Undesirable - cut to the vein
Bleed me out slowly, I rise again
Black flowers press behind the glass
The things they buried never really pass
They built their thrones on pretty lies
But I've been watching with cathedral eyes
I am the static in the signal wire
The heretic who won't admire
The uninvited at the feast
The quiet beast, the last at least
Undesirable - that's what they say
A weed in the garden, I'll grow anyway
Undesirable - carved in the stone
I am the beauty inside the bone
Undesirable - cut to the vein
Bleed me out slowly, I rise again
They want you small, they want you tame
They want you drowning, calling their name
But I have swallowed all their fear
And now the only voice I hear
Is mine - mine - mine -
Cracking through the baseline spine
Undesirable - that's what they say
A weed in the garden, I'll grow anyway
Undesirable - carved in the stone
I am the beauty inside the bone
Undesirable - cut to the vein
Bleed me out slowly — I rise — I rise — I rise