From the recording Illogical Sounds - Remixes
“Obsessive Pain” is a song about presence that never truly leaves.
It follows the quiet terror of loving someone who is gone in body but permanently alive in thought , hiding between memories, returning in fragments, refusing closure.
The lyrics are stripped to their core, repeating like an unwanted thought that can’t be silenced. Each line circles the same wound, not to heal it, but to acknowledge its persistence. Love here is not romanticized , it’s obsessive, exhausting, and deeply human.
This song lives in the tension between absence and fixation, where time moves forward but the heart does not.
A dark confession, paced by rhythm and restraint, meant for nights when silence becomes too loud and memory refuses to sleep.
Lyrics
I hear your name inside my head,
A quiet pulse I cannot shed.
You walk through me like winter rain,
A shadow carving out the pain.
Obsessive pain , you’re all I feel.
Obsessive pain , too dark to heal.
Obsessive pain , you stay, you stay.
Obsessive pain , won’t fade away.
Your voice returns in broken lines,
A memory that twists and binds.
I try to run, but every time,
You drag me back across the spine.
Obsessive pain , you’re all I feel.
Obsessive pain , too dark to heal.
Obsessive pain , you stay, you stay.
Obsessive pain , won’t fade away.
This empty room still breathes your name,
A distant echo, always same.
I stand alone inside the frame,
And hold the hurt you never claimed.
You never left…
You stayed inside my quiet thoughts.
Obsessive pain , you’re all I feel.
Obsessive pain , too dark to heal.
Obsessive pain , you stay, you stay.
Obsessive pain , won’t fade away.
The nights still pull your shadow near,
A shape I feel but can’t undo.
I walk the dark you carved in me,
A path that always leads to you.